i dunno about you, but i get sick of blue sky when it appears.

Drag myself out outta the covers this morning as the cold air filled my room with sweet smelling rain.

Was smiling to myself when the sky turned reddish purple awhile ago and it looks like a thunderstorm is approaching, but it turned out to be a big disappointment once more.

an excerpt from X which speaks what my heart wants me to shout out loud;

"Sometimes I dont know how much more, and how much longer I can hide. In this separate reality that consists of everyone within my world, there are things I cannot say, feelings they cannot understand. So much of me is left adrift in a wonderland that seems to be doing its best in refusing me, and its been so long, so many years. If I could I'd be like you, too. And hole up down under, wait for that hand to reach me from a wish I made upon a god. So much of me is lost in smoky pipe dreams, in a place where lesser beings fight to be. Vicious, this tearapart. I fucking hate the principles this world operates by & this is not angst."

Been mixed with many different feelings lately. Thus a monster is created in me, that is not thinking right, not thinking properly.


I just wanna pass time watching trains go by, alone.

Because tonight

junhao
20
LOVE MOVIES.
FUCKING STRAIGHT.
I'M WHAT YOUR MUM WARNED ABOUT.
YOU DONT WISH TO KNOW ME. SERIOUSLY.

Will be the night

..seasons are changing
..and waves are crushing
..and stars are falling all for us
..days grow longer and nights grow shorter
..i can show you i'll be the one.

That i will

fall for you

over again.