.Saturday, September 8, 2007 ' 5:54 AM
While airplanes come and go, i'll jus stand here watch and stone.
Guess wad? i'm still alive watching movie right now. aha. okay, i cant sleep. Maybe too much creatine in my body i suppose. haha, suppose to be stronger than red bull, uhuh. Actually, i'm just waiting. passing time , waiting for mikko to come pick me up and head to the airport to send rachel off later. (maybe)
Got to know her recently, thur jemmie, jere, patty, ww, mikko. The ol'gang. Actually, i'm kinda jealous. Why cant i be the one leaving? lol. I'm kinda sick of life in singapore actually. I need something new, i needa start afresh. Am gonna convince my mum that and maybe she'll send me to aust to further my studies, since i cant make it into the local uni in singapore, sadly.
You know how short life can be? I'm always talking about a first time experience, i'm always wanting to try something new every single day, get the experience, know the feeling. Because i may not live till tomorrow to live it. haha, okay. Its lame, yeah. But thats me, i'm a seeker of something i've never done before. Even at the gym, pushing weights twice my weight? Keep telling my gym buddy to just try, even if ya die, at least you've tried? LOL. So no regrets huh. hehh.
its 2 more days till my exam results are out. no matter what my results are, life still goes on. So bear with me and pray for a better learning opportunity the next time.
When i was younger, my mum used to sing this song to me 'que sera sera'. okay, its sucha girly song, but i remembered that my mum used to wish that i'll be a girl, i mean its like she hope for a daughter but i appeared. haha. thank God, i wasnt half here or anywhere. But in the younger days, she would tie up my hair leaving a ponytail, because maybe i look fat and girly. Which i objected. I still think i'm so handsome in the past, ok maybe not.
okay, this whole post is so random, who cares. i'm jus passing time. let me sing a tune for ya all reading this , jus to thankyou. NO, dont faint ! yet? i've not began singing ..
When I was just a little boy
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.
hey jh, jh,
Whatever will be, will be
Can you stop dreaming , oh please
hey jh, jh
What will be, will be.
When I grew up, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have starbucks, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.
hey jh, jh,
Whatever will be, will be
Can you stop dreaming, oh please
hey jh, jh
What will be, will be.
Now I'm single all of my own
I still ask my mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
She tell me tenderly.
hey jh, jh,
Whatever will be, will be
Can you stop dreaming, oh please
hey jh, jh
What will be, will be.
it isnt a crime to dream, but it is a crime for me to stop dreaming.
pop corn dreams people : )
p.s/ unless you dislike pop corns, try putting something you fancy inside your dreams? maybe you'll enjoy sleeping as much as i do.
p.s.s/ try harder.
p.s.s.s/ get lost will ya? i'm trying to get some rest. BYEEEE : D
p.s.s.s.s/ Anybody out there gonna buy a wheelchair/walking stick for me?
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