.Sunday, November 4, 2007 ' 2:45 AM
Its only a day, but it felt like a lifetime.To move forward would seems like i'm making a U-turn in my life, so do i want to go back to square one once again? I doubt so. Put the blame it on me, i like things to be kept simple, simple is just so me. Once things gets complicated, take it as i'm running away, hiding from it. wadeverr, but either things goes my way - simple, or i'm not there.
It really spoils my day when mornings are like this, even before i'm fully awake, things like this happens, and it never does before. totally ruin everything. thanks.
Looks like this week isnt so great afterall, would church be great tomorrow? It better be, or i might not take it and commit sucide, hehh.
If i'm not wrong, tomorrow service would be on wisdom and intelligence. From what i know, whatever happens during my week, and it reaches on sunday, God always speaks to me thur service, the first week i went FCBC, it was about inner peace, just what i need for myself to bring myself back to the Lord. Secondly, it was about family harmony, as that point of time, i was clubbing 3 times every week, and thus my family was very upset and father was overseas etc etc.
or how about previous week? Friendship and relationship, dont you think i need it? Like darn badly? : )
If there's no special service, it would go with plan and it will be wisdom and intelligence, so i suppose it would mean something i shld know from my father in heaven.
His advice, his word, his touch, his love for me. Every week. Even when nobody else knows how am i feeling....
only him. only He knows =)
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album: United We Stand (2006)
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
Lord,Make it Shine for me when all else fades =)
