FAMOUS LAST WORDS.

.Monday, March 17, 2008 ' 7:14 PM

and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight.

As days passed by, life just came to a standstill, to a point where nothing else matters.

The pressure built up when my laptop crashed, i had to reformat it and lost quite a number of important documents. My phone died on me, guess she had leukaemia and in need of help soon, but just got no time to bring her to the service centre for a checkup. And i got to dig up my old mate which is a nokia 6120, as because i was too lazy to use the iphone which wasnt as user friendly as it seems to be. Takes quite a long time for getting used.

Then, my credit card bills chalked up an amazing $1k for last month, which i swear i got no idea what i've spent it on. Its not the money that matters, but the mum, when
she knows about it and believe me, its bad news when she found out, very.

And results was coming out on 15 march, which was another blow to me. And i sunk lower than cheap donut.

Not to mention the lousy clubbing sessions i went and my friend of all days, had to be drunk, and i got no bloody choice but to take care of him and totally spoil my mood.

Days which i dread were Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays from 6am-6pm. and believe me, i can be in a really foul mood during this period of time.

And its either i have totally nothing to do in school, i could go watch a movie, played soccer, kick some balls, gym, swim, make out, slap myself, play online big2, mahjong and wadever you could think of till i cant take it and take off for home, or i'm a busy bee, running around chasing my lecturers and group-mates or in meetings or driving around with my group-mate sourcing for the right items.

But things turned out better today, it just couldnt get worst, thats self-comforting, as always.

My lappy turned out fine, glad i didnt have to send for a repair and soon authorities would come knocking on my door. Not the Edison type, but more of the movies, songs, and every download able copyrighted items all found here in my harddrive. And i could have lost all my Jessica alba's pictures. Thank God.

My phone was a gone case, i've chucked it one side and starting to use my iphone, thank God for many spare phones at home, even a new one in a sealed up box. And yes, still learning the iphone, might take some time before getting used. Sorry for the late replies to anyone's smses (:

The bill was overshadowed by the arrival of my father. When he touched down in Singapore 3days ago, and my mum nagged to him about me, and my dad smiled and said never mind, small case. He rocked. No wonder i have the urge to go shopping. hehh.

Results turned out fine, that was the biggest worry and glad that it was over and yeah man, an improvement. University of London , i'm coming.

I admit, i fancy clubbing once every week, it brings down stress levels and thus prolonging my life. When stress builds up till the end of the week, i just got to bust the stress bubble out all at one go, or else, i couldnt imagine, i bottle it all up and carry on to the next week. I could like melt and sink into the ground. hehh. But phuture on Fridays wasnt that bad for the past few times i went. join me if you can? Might be going down this wed for a change anyway.

School is the only point i've yet to overcome and only time could help. Till i'm done with my project, then i would be finally done with school and there're no shortcuts, no do it again, i made my mistakes, got nowhere to run.

The night goes on as i'm fading away.
I'm sick of this life, i just wanna scream.

Angels? believe me, i need God himself.