I need a holiday. Everyday everything requires so much thinking and so stressful. When my weekends come, the people around me are not letting me off, giving me stressful problems time and time again.

How i wished i have more people in my life who can unwind me once a while, so that life wouldnt seem so bad.

There are those people who just keep asking questions , nagging and nagging non stop. There isnt a day of peace during weekdays. Coming home looking for some, but failed to find any.

There are also those people who just say no to everything you do or say, that isnt helping much, and it just fucked the day up. Whats the point of coming out and couldnt find the peace i seek for a week, all month long. Might as well stayed inside and go all out all the way. I backed out when i know if you want to be the best, you got to make lots of sacrifice inside. 3 months of this, 9 months of that and the rest of the last few months, all will be very busy. hardly enough time for ownself, hardly any time for others. Would be perfect for me, but i've chose the other route, the one that i could keep in touch with my loved ones more often, have my own life.

When days like this screwed up everything, i sometimes began to wonder, did i just made another mistake? Hmm.

I always swore to you i'd never fall apart.
You always tot that i was stronger.
I may have failed, but i've loved you from the start.

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

Screw 2008, nothing great ever happened.

I just want to relax. Nothing more.

Because tonight

junhao
20
LOVE MOVIES.
FUCKING STRAIGHT.
I'M WHAT YOUR MUM WARNED ABOUT.
YOU DONT WISH TO KNOW ME. SERIOUSLY.

Will be the night

..seasons are changing
..and waves are crushing
..and stars are falling all for us
..days grow longer and nights grow shorter
..i can show you i'll be the one.

That i will

fall for you

over again.